20 February 2011


So what about the Maya predictions and i believe Nostradamus as well?2012 the end of the world and do we really care or think about it? I have been thinking about it this weekend after reading the title of a book in a bookstore '2012 end of the world'. And now i wonder what if it is true? My plans for 2012 are merely a continuation of 2011: work, study, vacation...but what if our world will perish in 2012? The long awaited Ragnarok as the Norse mythology call it. Did you consider it? Do you know what you'll do?

It is a strange feeling that perhaps everything you know,have,see, everything you care about might take a different turn. I do wonder what if the building i live in will collapse and all of my things will burn to ashes, all my writing and memories. Walk on the street that now looks like a desert and realize the workd is changed forever and there is no going back to the way things were. My troubles will seem so pathetic and meaningless as now i would need to survive. My family gone trying to look for any survivors. Can you imagine how that would be like? I am sure of one thing:i would do anything in my power to go back to my hometown, to Bucharest and hope to find anyone i know. Then comes the question: why wait untill the end of the world? Why not go now to Romania if i miss it so much? I guess i need a world disaster to make up my mind.

Whay would you do if you would have the advantage of knowing that the end if the world will be on october the 5th 2012? What will matter and what not? How will it change your way of thinking?

15 February 2011

What's on my mind

Some lyrics I'd like to share with you, thanks to Sick Puppies with their song 'Maybe'

'Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm the only one
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough'

13 February 2011


So i owe you people some update. You didn't have to mention it. I just felt it. So after watching some vampire diaries episodes and complain a little more about how much my f...ing mouth hurts from last thursday when they pulled a tooth out...after all that i decided to fill you in.

My...search is kinda still on. I am back at my old working place but for two days a week...i gotta make some money someway. And the new thing is that i am truly honestly considering to become an English teacher...i already hear the laughter...with your spelling neverrrrr. Well i can't become a teacher overnight....can i? I did put some thought into this not that you're gonna think it's one of her crazy ideas again. I went to an introduction day and got info about the education required, i went to a highschool and was present at an English lesson (that's what motivated me in the first place) and i am following an English course that i decided to take to actually improve my spelling and vocabulary for my stories but it is quite handy if i am to follow the education too.

But the education starts in august so i have plenty of time to think this through.

By the way i am using my phone to write all this shit so if i made mistakes...i'm too lazy to correct them...

Does anyone know what 'xoxo' means? Saw it on the vamp diaries serie and i didn't get it. I guess i'm just getting oooollld.